Last Letters from Corporal Nobuo Aihana to His Parents
Corporal  Nobuo Aihana was a member of the
Army Special Attack Corps 77th Shinbu Squadron. The squadron sortied from Chiran Air
Base on April 28, 1945, but only Aihana remained behind as his plane had
mechanical problems. However, on May 4, 1945, he took off from Chiran together
with the 78th Shinbu Squadron to make a suicide attack near Okinawa. He died
in battle at the age of 18 .
Nobuo Aihana wrote the following final letter to his father and stepmother:
I joined an Attack Corps Shinbu Squadron and was able to repay my debt of
gratitude to the country.
Father and Mother, I set out to battle in high spirits.
Father and Mother, I put a photograph of my older brother in my flight suit.
Father and Mother, I am deeply ashamed of myself that until the end I did not
rectify my improper and rude speech as a child.
Mother, you raised me since I was six years old, and I did not say "Mother"
 to you who are more than my birth mother.
How sad you must have been. I thought many times to call you that, but I
could not say that to your face since I was embarrassed to do so.
Now is the time for me to call you in a loud voice: "Mother."
Probably my older brother in central China also feels the same. Mother,
please forgive us two brothers.
Now as I leave for battle to make a special attack, my only concerns are the
two things mentioned above. Other than these, I have no regrets.
People live 50 years, and I have lived a long life to 20 years of age. As for
the remaining 30 years, I give half to each of you, Father and Mother.
Please use the enclosed money for Mother's favorite cigarettes.
Father and Mother, I go. I am going with a smile to surely kill an enemy
On the day before Aihana's first sortie on April 28, 1945, he visited the
restaurant run by Tome Torihama in the center of Chiran Town. He told her, "I
have no borrowing or lending and no relationship with a woman, and I have
nothing to regret in this world. My only sorrow is that until now I have not
said 'Mother' to my stepmother who raised me" (Asahi 1990, 99). That evening
when Corporal Aihana returned to the base's triangular barracks (sankaku
heisha), the first thing he did was write the following final letter to his
Missing My Mother
Dear Mother, how are you doing?
Thank you very much for what you have done for so long.
You raised me since I was six years old. Even though a stepmother, there
never once was any misconduct like this type of woman.
You are a mother who looked after me with loving care, a kind mother, a
I was happy.
Until the end I did not call you "Mother." Several times I
resolved to call you that, but I must have been weak-willed.
Mother, please forgive me. How sad you must have been.
Now is the time for me to call you in a loud voice: "Mother, Mother, Mother."
Corporal Nobuo Aihana was from Sanbongi Town in the Sasanishiki grain-growing
region of Miyagi Prefecture. The above letter along with Nobuo's muffler,
military sword, and other items are kept together at the Buddhist family altar.
Aki, his stepmother who received the letter after the end of the war, kept it as
her most precious possession.
Nobuo's real mother, Tamai, died of illness in 1930 at the age of only 34.
His father Heisaku, who then had two sons for whom to care, remarried with Aki
two years after Tamai's death. Heisaku and Aki worked as rice farmers. Before
long, Shunichi, Nobuo's brother who was eight years older, went to the
Shunichi returned to Japan from China in June 1946 and found out about his
younger brother's death in battle. After reading Nobuo's letter at the family
altar addressed to his mother, Shunichi resolved to do his best to treat his
stepmother like a real mother to carry out his younger brother's wishes.
Heisaku, who was overjoyed at his son Shunichi's return, passed away in 1948 at
the age of 57. Shunichi's stepmother Aki lived until the age of 77 and passed
away in 1975.
Letters translated by Bill Gordon
of Letters and Background Information
First letter shown above to his father and stepmother: Yasukuni Jinja 2000, 33-4.
Second letter shown above to his stepmother: Chiran Tokkou Irei Kenshou Kai 2005,
124 (image of actual letter); Muranaga 1989, 88-9 (text of letter).
Background information included on this page: Asahi Shimbun Seibu Honsha
1. He received a promotion to Second
Lieutenant after his death in a special (suicide) attack.
2. Yasukuni Jinja
(2000, 33) gives Aihana's age at death as 20, not 18. A child is one at birth in
the traditional Japanese way of determining age, and each year a person's age
increases one year on New Year's Day. This accounts for the difference of two
years in age at death.
Japanese word used here for Mother is okaasan, which is a familiar way in
which most children address their mother in speech. The beginning of the
sentence uses the Japanese word hahaue, which is a formal, respectful way
of addressing one's mother in a traditional letter. The end of the translated
sentence has the Japanese word seibo, which refers to one's real mother
by birth. This line of the letter could be shown as follows:
Hahaue, you raised me since I was six years old, and I did not say "okaasan" to you who are more than my
In the English translation of Aihana's two letters, there has been no attempt
to try to show the different Japanese words being used for mother.
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(To distant skies). Fukuoka: Ashishobo.
Chiran Tokkou Irei Kenshou Kai (Chiran Special Attack
Memorial Society), ed. 2005. Konpaku no kiroku: Kyuu rikugun tokubetsu
kougekitai chiran kichi (Record of departed spirits: Former Army Special
Attack Corps Chiran Base). Revised edition, originally published in 2004. Chiran Town, Kagoshima
Prefecture: Chiran Tokkou Irei Kenshou Kai.
Muranaga, Kaoru, ed. 1989. Chiran tokubetsu kougekitai
(Chiran special attack forces). Kagoshima City: Japlan.
Yasukuni Jinja, ed. 2000. Eirei
no koto no ha (Words of the spirits of war heroes), Volume 6.
Tokyo: Yasukuni Jinja Shamusho.