Heroic Kamikaze Special
Attack Corps: Collected last
letters of youth that
would not return (1983)
Last Letter of Flight Warrant Officer Takeshi Kogusuri to His Parents
At 1530 on April 11, 1945, Flight Warrant Officer Takeshi Kogusuri took off
from Miyazaki Air Base as radioman/gunner in a Ginga bomber (Allied code name of
Frances) loaded with a 800-kg bomb. He was a member of the Kamikaze Special
Attack Corps 5th Ginga Squadron from the 762nd Naval Air Group. He died in a
special (suicide) attack south of Kikaijima at the age of 23. He was from Tochigi Prefecture and
was a member of the 8th Otsu Class of the Navy's Yokaren (Preparatory Flight
He wrote the following final letter:
Dear Father and Mother,
Finally the time of the decisive battle has come. Now I received an order
for a special attack. As I have lived to be more than twenty years of age,
even though I have survived many air battles, the time of the end has come
at last when even I must raise the kikusui banner 
and live for an eternal cause. I fought with the expectations of the hundred
million  resting on my shoulders. Even though
I did some service in the Solomon Islands, Marshall Islands, India, and the
Philippines where I carried out over a hundred search-and-destroy flights,
this met slightly the expectations of the hundred million. Thinking that
this did not meet even a ten-thousandth, at ease I head for my place to die.
The ancients say that death is the easiest. However, we after a while
will be one hundred million. If I die, I will end my life. However, what
regrets will there be? In the current situation, there is no anxiety about
the future. Not understanding a person's fate, a person's life is like the
morning dew. There are persons who can pass away in their bed on a tatami
mat. In comparison to these, I have selected a place to die in a planned
manner, and I am happy that I have obtained a chosen place to die.
Riding over the waves far from here in the southern seas, I always
thought that my corpse would be buried in the faraway southern seas at the
Equator. It is the dream of an air force man. I longed for this since my
youth. It is my long-cherished desire when my body shatters together with my
plane under the Southern Cross constellation that I have been familiar with
for a number of years.
Father, Mother, if you want to meet me, please visit me in the southern
seas. If you want to talk with me, please look up at the Southern Cross
constellation that appears over the southern seas. There will be my spirit
when the Southern Cross twinkles. As this body decays, my spirit will be
there in the stars protecting the country. Fortunately I will die as a young
person. I apologize that I loved incomparable amounts of liquor. However, I
am glad that I have not the slightest worry about my being untainted.
I will die following after many comrades who fell during the fiercest
fighting in Rabaul and the Philippines. I will die believing that I follow
after many comrades of the skies. When I die, I truly will be purified.
Father, Mother, friends, do not cry out my name when I die. I will hit the
target with three cheers of "banzai" 
for the Emperor's life.
Letter translated by Bill Gordon
The letter comes from Kitagawa
(1983, 135-7). The biographical information in the first paragraph comes from
(1983, 135) and Osuo (2005, 235).
1. The kikusui (floating chrysanthemum)
flower was the symbol of the family of Kusunoki Masashige, a 14th century
samurai warrior who symbolized courage and devotion to the Emperor.
2. The term "one hundred million" refers to the
estimated population of the Japanese Empire.
3. The Japanese word banzai literally means
"ten thousand years."
Kitagawa, Mamoru, ed. 1983. Sōretsu kamikaze tokkōtai: Kaerazaru seishun no isho
shū (Heroic Kamikaze Special Attack Corps:
Collected last letters of youth that would not return). Tōkyō: Nihon Bungeisha.
Osuo, Kazuhiko. 2005. Tokubetsu kōgekitai no kiroku (kaigun
hen) (Record of special attack corps (Navy)). Tōkyō: Kōjinsha.