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	 Heroic Kamikaze Special 
	Attack Corps (1983 cover) 
	(originally published as 
	Ah, Kamikaze Special 
	Attack Corps in 1970)
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Diary Entry of Ensign Heiichi Okabe
Sometime between 1304 and 1328 on April 12, 1945, Ensign Heiichi Okabe took 
off from Kanoya Air Base as pilot in a Zero fighter carrying a 250-kg bomb and 
died in a special (suicide) attack east of Yoronjima at the age of 23. He was a member 
of the Kamikaze Special Attack Corps 2nd Shichishō Squadron from Genzan [1] Naval Air 
Group in Korea. He was from Fukuoka Prefecture, attended Taihoku 
Imperial University in Taiwan, 
and was a member of the 14th Class of the Navy's Flight Reserve Students (Hikō 
Yobi Gakusei). 
He wrote the following diary entry soon after he became a Kamikaze Special Attack 
Corps member: 
	February 22, 1945 
	Finally I became a Special Attack Corps Kamikaze Special Attack Unit 
	member. Will the next thirty days become my true life? My opportunity has 
	come. Training for being able to die is waiting. It will be rigorous 
	training so that I can die beautifully. 
	I will go as I am watching the country's grim condition. With my entire 
	youth put into thirty days, my life will go fast. 
	(waiting for sortie in next ten days) 
	I am a single human being. I am neither a good person nor a bad person. 
	If I am not a great man, I am not a fool either. To the end I am a single 
	human being. As a wanderer sent off on a trip who until the end longed for 
	life, I want to end like a person as a human document and sanctified area. 
	It was a world with too much noise. Since there was not a single great leader, in the end there emerged a 
	society with endless tumult. We need to build a more rational and calm human 
	society. 
	We gladly will attack in the midst of the country's hardships. We will 
	destroy enemy ships assured in our ideals that Japan always will be a great 
	country where only beautiful hometowns, strong women, and beautiful 
	friendships exist. 
	What is today's duty? It is to fight. 
	What is tomorrow's duty? It is to win. 
	What is the duty of all days? It is to die. 
	As we in silence go to die, I want scientists in silence to die on the 
	science front. At this time Japan may be able to win the war. If by some 
	chance Japan can win the war shortly, I must say that it would be a fatal 
	misfortune for the people. 
	With easy ordeals, the people will only be weakened. 
 
He also wrote the following death poem in tanka form (31-syllable poem 
with lines of 5-7-5-7-7 syllables): 
	Honorably 
	To fall and die 
	On spring day 
	Shikishima's 
	Yamato cherry blossom child 
 
Both Shikishima and Yamato are poetic names for Japan. 
  
Diary entry and poem translated by Bill Gordon 
June 2018 
The diary entry and poem come from Kitagawa 
(1970, 152-3). The biographical information in the first paragraph comes from 
Kitagawa 
(1970, 152) and Osuo (2005, 200). 
Note
1. The Korean pronunciation of Genzan is Wonsan. 
It is located on the east coast of North Korea. 
Sources Cited
	Kitagawa, Mamoru, ed. 1970. Ā kamikaze tokkōtai: Kaerazaru seishun no isho 
	shū (Ah, Kamikaze Special Attack Corps: 
	Collected last letters of youth that would not return). Tōkyō: Nihon Bungeisha. 
	Osuo, Kazuhiko. 2005.  Tokubetsu kōgekitai no kiroku (kaigun
hen) (Record of special attack corps (Navy)). Tōkyō: Kōjinsha. 
 
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